My usual doctor is an ancient guy and I've been seeing him since I was like 16, so when a guy who looked like a god came in, I just started cursing whatever god was listening. When I laid back with my feet in the stirrups, he put the speculum so gently that I barely felt it. Just as I started to relax, he pulled the speculum out and slid a couple fingers in me to feel the walls of my vagina.

It was a standard pelvic exam, but the more I felt his fingers going deeper and pressing more forcefully, the more my control slipped away. I was trying to stay still and not grind them against his hand. After what seemed like forever, he pulled his hand away and said everything looked perfect. I very shakily walked out and finished myself off in my car in the parking lot.